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just putting this out there

by The East Valley Riflemonks

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Well I cross my "I's" and I dot my "T's" and all my mistakes are catching up with me I'll think it over and underneath I'm always watching from under sheets in empty bedroom I lie awake, I lie awake Well I cross my "I's" and I dot my "T's" and all my mistakes are catching up with me I'll mull it over while counting sheep I'll break the silence with my screams now brace for impact if you're awake, if you're awake I dot my "I's," I cross my "T's" facing mistakes, it's not new to me now though awake, I am at peace now maybe someday I can get some sleep I dot my "I's" and I cross my "T's" I dot my "I's" and I cross my "T's."
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I'm so sick and tired of not being enough for anyone I just wish that I could find the way to be the one who's saving you Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead Fear is overtaking me and all I've ever said and done I'll never drop my guard again, I hate this heartless monster I've become Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead Envy overtaking me, I want what I could never have to fall asleep within your arms, to wake and never have to want again Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead I'll try to stay awake tonight and fight what's in my head sometimes you have to save yourself before you save your friends
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Let me down or let me go, I don't wanna die alone but I might if this is life without your love in these sheets I can sleep without you— what does that make me? Co-dependent, hard to manage, nothing's ever free I don't know if I could handle another person more than me nothing's ever really given, I give less than I take I know I'm the reason why I spend these nights awake Well it's been real and it's been fun, but it hasn't been real fun I wish that I could find the words to talk to you without spilling my guts but it's hard when you're all that I'm dreamin' of Co-dependent, hard to manage, nothing's ever free I don't know if I could handle another person more than me nothing's ever really given, I give less than I take I know I'm the reason why I spend these nights awake and I know that when I go I won't be easily persuaded to see any contrarian point of view existing of me Co-dependent, hard to manage, nothing's ever free I don't know if I could handle another person more than me Co-dependent, hard to manage, nothing's ever free I don't know if I could handle another person more than me nothing's ever really given, I give less than I take I know I'm the reason why I spend these nights awake
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Ignore my bad knees I've twisted, torn my ligaments to smithereens now I can't make the five-minute walk to your house without them giving out Ignore my bedsheets they're never made; beneath this comforter for days and in our hideout we can tune the world out as the radio plays and I can be right here for you— if you want me to. We could lie for hours right beneath the flowers in the window sill you trace the vacant spaces on my clothes where cigarette burns haven't spilt confessing in the starlight if you're not feeling all right tell me, how do you feel? You say you're feeling useless, "What's the point of doing this all over again?" Well I can't make you all right, but I'll give it my best try to help you learn to love yourself "You say you wanna stay here, but not all by your lonesome— that ain't gonna keep me here." If you wanna find out what it's like way out west in another college town well I'm not really ready but I can be your best-friend— at least until the end of the year. and I can be right here for you— if you want me to. I can be right here for you, if you want me to I can be right there for you, if you want me to I can stay right here for you, if you want me to I won't ever leave from here, if you don't want me to.

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"just putting this out there" is a compilation of home-studio demos produced by the East Valley Riflemonks from late 2021 to mid-2022.

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released September 2, 2022

Written and performed by the East Valley Riflemonks
Artwork created by Havilah Reeve (@sherbetvomit)

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