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I'm so sick and tired of not being enough for anyone
I just wish that I could find the way to be the one who's saving you

Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head
and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead

Fear is overtaking me and all I've ever said and done
I'll never drop my guard again, I hate this heartless monster I've become

Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head
and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead

Envy overtaking me, I want what I could never have
to fall asleep within your arms, to wake and never have to want again

Reality is crushing me, I'm stuck inside my head
and I know that I won't sleep tonight unless I'm fuckin' dead

I'll try to stay awake tonight and fight what's in my head
sometimes you have to save yourself before you save your friends

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from just putting this out there, released September 2, 2022
Written and performed by the East Valley Riflemonks.

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